SEA OF FLAGS
by Esmeralda E. Hazelwood
inspired by Maya Angelou's Still I Rise

I hope that someday I can unfurl the rainbow flag that's sitting at the bottom of the drawer
To not have to worry about whether or not I’ll still be their daughter
Still I rise

Tears staining my cheeks
As I wonder if there's something wrong with me
Constant worry of the backlash I’ll receive
Wondering if they’ll disown me or welcome me with open arms
Still I rise

I see all the couples walking around together, smiling and laughing
I envy them
For they do not have to worry about the judgment
The murders committed because they believe that who we love is wrong
Still I rise

I can’t help who I love
Cognizant of the hateful eyes that follow me
As I hold her hand
As I hug her from behind
And whisper all the things I love about her into her ear
Still I rise

Hoping to one day join in on the celebrations
To one day join in the sea of flags
And hold up my flag with pride
Still I rise

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